alright so ive not been going to school very often. ive got a chronic backache. i swear im like an 80 year old stuck in a young persons body which is cool so long as i dont develop their spotty skin or weird hospital smell. i hate the smell of hospitals and sick people. my mom told me she used to do social work last time. she used to help old people exercise. i honestly cannot think of any reasonable explanation as to why she would do such a thing. i mean dont get me wrong old people rock but old ill people exercising? that sounds like a handful. then again my mother is one with endless patience so that sounds pretty right for her.
ive also been very confused about the course i intend to take after my o's. what im very appreciative of is the fact that my mom isnt forcing to me take a course or go to school as soon as im done. its cool that she see's that its dumb for me to join a course which im not sure of because id probably be doomed because i would start hating it then i would end up a civil servant with a desk job at an office forever. with a boss who hates me and who i hate even more(who has ugly ties) office politics and casual friday ahh the horror. and i would wear the same thing everyday but no one would notice because everyones outfit looks the same. in fact im sure some of them dont change. they dont bathe either, workaholics cannot waste time bathing they just need to spray their smelly perfume which costs 3455 for a bottle the size of a tic tac container. anyway that is why ive decided to take a year off. well not exactly off, i might take a part time diploma but i know for sure im not going to school next year unless i suddenly become enlightened and i find something i love which isnt going to happen so yeah.and i would like it if no one gave me the ''life is short you cannot waste time'' speech. some people have the tendency to do so and to those people, if you can find something longer then life, i salute you. and to those who say its throwing my future away, id rather be poor and happy then rich and miserable. i do not see the point in saving hundreds and thousands of dollars. what for? a really nice coffin? its all bullshit and people should start to see that, and they should open their eyes and see that living by the book doesnt make everyone happy.
