(me after surgery, i was going for the robocop look)there are about 2 months and 2 weeks till the succesful compleletion of my o's. this means that there are about 2 months and 2 weeks till i dissappear completely.
i have a painting and 2 mounting boards to complete in 2 days. this time constraint is all my fault. im not blaming anyone but i do find it so annoying and frustrating how some people think that critizing someone will work as like fuel for them to better themselves to prove you wrong. why would any person think that is a tactic that works. (omg tactic is like tic tac the other way round!!) anyway, if anyone reading this thinks that, im telling you now the you are stupid and senseless. i guess being told that i couldnt possibly get an A for art over and over and over again really annoyed me. i think it was meant to make me work harder but it made me not ever show up for class because i dont think i need to prove myself to anyone. especially someone who repulses me so much. i know i can get an A but not because i was shouted at so much but because i can draw well. but now i hate art. i hate it so much that after im done with my o's, i dont think i want to do anything associated with it.
but i hope this feeling goes away soon. that would be nice.
oh and i bet that for the next halloween there will be tons and tons of people dressed as the joker. especially the emo's.
