i feel stupid. i wasted the last few weeks doing absolutely nothing. i love doing nothing but i hate the fact that i waste time doing nothing. im bloody frustrated la. ive got too much math to study and im still annoyed that ive to go for camp. I HATE CAMP so much its sad. its not just that its church camp. any type of camp. why must we camp for?? why. sigh. well whatever i'll go with an open mind and hopefully i'll return a better person. but of course im still gonna try to weasel my way out of it. i have to try. its for the greater good.

today i thought about the future. i rarely think about the future so this is one of those life changing moments. pfft

i have to get out of this country as soon as i can, unless of course i become president. but my mother told me i can only be president if i learn to speak so that people understand what i say. i dont see that happening since i have to repeat almost everything i say so yes i guess im not becoming president. this sucks.

my future ambition list.

1. tattoo artist

2. artist

3. writer

4. president

5. origami-ist

6. mob boss

ok so i dont really have big dreams. you know when im like on my own. im pretty sure im gonna be poor. well i dont think money is very important so i guess that doesnt matter. i wouldnt mind having some unknown distant billionaire relative who dies an unexpected death and leaves me his/her entire fortune. dont worry my friends, im not selfish. i'll buy everyone a house with a happy lifter machine.

oh oh you know the other day i was teaching this primary 6 kid. and i asked him what noise pollution was. he was like ''when you brush your teeth then the thing come out one''. sigh kids these days. oh and this same kid right, i was testing him like occupations. he was like ''give me something easy la'' so we asked him whats a cook. and he looked at me and was like in shock, he didnt know what to say. it was hilarious. people are so dumb.

brandon just called me and told me that everyone is going for 7am mass. urgh. why do they have to go so early. i guess i'll be alone at 11am mass then.

do you know that in sydney, you have to pay about 200 bucks to stand on a bridge and wave like an idiot.