Wednesday, June 20, 2007


for all the people who have asked me this.. you cannot comment on my posts cause i disabled everything.. including comments, tag board, links and that stupid about me section which no one actually reads.

alright so i didnt blog about con camp. i have to say i had lots of fun. a few uncomfortable moments but it was still great. you know something changed at con camp. i do not have a strong urge to throw praise and worship-ers off high buildings anymore. i dont mind listening to them but moving and somewhat dancing to jesus songs is way too weird for me. i dont doubt my religion anymore. thats good. and ive realised that church people are not completely insane. theyre actually nice. but im still not gonna become one. what else.. well im sure everyone still thinks im a cold emo satan worshipping weirdo. sigh. well im not emo(been called the happiest girl alive once) and i certainly am pro-god. lastly im like everyone else i just dont have a very warm looking normal face. maybe i should smile more. but i look stupid when i smile. oh nvm. im not planning on spending a lot of time in church so whats it to me.
alright my week has been alright. a few mishaps though. i fell and scrapped both my knees. i can barely flex my knee now. i also realised that im into my last week of holidays. it was really very badly spent. the usual. sleep eat sleep eat go out sleep sleep sleep sleep go out.
oh oh today i went to the art museum. its great. the art pieces were soo nice. i especially liked the abstract stuff. oh and there was this piece of stalin which was nice. so yes go to the art museum now!! its only 4 bucks which will definitely be well spent.
ok now let me talk very seriously for a minute about camp. besides the games, we had sessions too and praying over. it was like.. well..strange. in a good way. my legs were like shaking uncontrolably. i felt that if i just relax id fall but i got scared and opened my eyes. it was great though. i guess i've finally found god. it feels pretty awesome. well im done for the day. goodnight. sleep tight.