im really bad today. not the im gonna push an old person into the drain type bad but the sad type bad. for some reason im feeling uneasy. maybe the worlds ending. who knows. everytime my dad feels uneasy my mom brings him to the 24 hour clinic down the road. maybe i have a flesh eating virus. that would suck but at least it would get me out of con camp. thats another reason why im depressed. i have to go for confirmation camp. i dont really see the need but its compulsory. its times like these i thank god i have an ipod. it runs for about half an hour on a flat battery so if i charge it fully it should last me 4 days. im not gonna listen to it 24/7 or anything. thats probably disallowed. ok let me tell you why i dread con camp.
1. i dont know anyone in class. its one hour once a week, i dont really bother to socialise. i just sit and mind my own business.
2. i hate camps. camps are on my things-i-hate-the-most list.
3. my sister told me that everyone crys when their parents come on the 4th day. im not to keen on crying.
4. i can only shower in my own bathroom. its one of those things you know. im still gonna shower but i'll just feel like a hand is gonna come out of my head and crush my skull until die.
5. nicole told me that they on the air conditioniong. i seriously hate air conditioning.
ok im whinning too much. it wont be so bad, ok who am i kidding. its gonna be hell. maybe i should like go there and start biting people and screaming then they will have to send me home cause they might think im possesed or something. or i could 'fall' as soon as i get there.
i have to get my mind off this.
ok ill tell you about a movie i watched today at brandons hse. it was called lets go to prison. i thought it would be great cause dax(the guy from the first season of punkd) acts it in. but it was a waste of time. not a good movie at all.
im going to go back to watching the england brazil friendly. bye.