hello world. I've got lots to say today. I hate people. I hate sleeping so high that I dream of waking up and being beheaded by the fan which makes stupid noises. I hate people who I used to know. I like that I don't know the people I still hate. I hate people who aspire to be anoerexic because they digust me. I hate the fact that I never complete anything I start. I hate that 3 months have passed and I've done almost nothing. I like that I've done nothing. I hate the people who I know talk bullshit about me. I like that I really couldnt care less. I hate the people who think they are better than me because of reasons I won't go into. I like the smell of leather. I hate the way I always wake up late now. I like oatmeal. I hate the people who pretend to be Jesus soldiers. I like that I sometimes believe in God. I hate that I sometimes don't believe in God. I hate how unsure I am. I like thunderstorms especially when they cause little floods so I can pretend to swim. I like the cold I feel when I'm walking home after fake swimming. I hate the cold. I like watching football. I hate people who don't like watching football. I hate people who called what I said stupid. I hate that I still haven't saved enough for the apparatus needed for dream scenario 1 to take off. I like that I know a little now. I hate that I don't know enough. I hate when I do things which dont turn out right. I hate it when bad things happen. I like being happy. I hate being very happy. I like trying to do things. I hate it when I try to do things. really.