I think I scared the hell out of Nicole. We're going to Koh Phi Phi in April so I wanted to tell her the signs of a possible Tsunami.Its pretty scary thinking that only a few years back, people were lying on the same beach we'll be at in a few months. And these people just wanted to relax and enjoy themselves but they were taken by the waves. And the few who managed to survive had to deal with losing their loved ones. Just thinking about it scares me beyond anything. Running from death hoping like hell you make it to higher ground but secretly wishing it takes you painlessly. I heard that drowning is the most painless way to die if you don't resist it. I really hope there is a heaven. And I hope that its everything I'm told it is. The ones taken deserve nothing less.
I guess when I've too much of free time, my mind wanders to places I don't want to go but it has made me see how I waste or destroy everything. It still bothers me tremendously how everyone and everything I love will die. Eventually we will all lose everything. Every last thing.
Don't ever take anyone for granted.
Ever.
