im not feeling the best of feelings right now. the airconditioning is blowing directly into my oversensitive nose and the remote does not work. its really bothering me. im not one of those who cant live without the aircon. i dont quite like it actually. i just dont get why people love feeling cold. its horrible. i guess i hate it more cause i have a perpetual cold. my lifetimes supply of piriton is ineffective so its really quite the pain in the ass.
anyway i think i'll do something useful tommorow. i think i'll go to town and buy something which could lead to me doing something not utterly useless. oh yes desmond needs a birthday present. i need a new hat to keep in my closet and barely use. yes sunday is the day. i think i'll go after evening mass. oh wait im not sure if i need to go for mass i already went on friday.

yesterday was very uneventful. i woke up pretty late and had to go to church then to brandons place for dinner then to gardens for a bit. i walked home. i love walking home from gardens. theres always no one. besides that one time i almost got attacked and eaten by mice. oh and that one time i thought i would be attacked and eaten by a snake. luckily it was just a tree branch. speaking of snakes. one time at sentosa this guy who sits outside underwaterworld with 2 huge typhons threw one around nicoles neck. it was the scariest day of my life. well.. for her. it didnt actually happen to me but i can go into shock just looking at a photo of a snake so yeah you get the picture. i was so scared for her. i think she handled it pretty well though. she only cried a little. i would have probably screamed and drowned myself in the nearest pool of water. and it was yellow. that makes it a hundred times worse. anyway back to what i did yesterday. when i reached home nicole asked me to follow her to bring russ for a walk. so i did. then she told me she'd be back in a minute. she went in and never came back. i was pretty annoyed cause i sat outside and waited like a dumbass for quite a while. anyhow i returned home and mr gangster aka sebastian decided he wamted to go to carolines place. so we went. i though we'd stay for a while but as usual we didnt leave and we walked back trying to reach home before the sun came up. i am pleased to say, it was a success.
sunlight with no sleep is like the absolute worst feeling in the world. even worse than accidently drinking rancid coffee. hmm no actually rancid coffee is worst. that one time i drank it, urgh. the taste is burnt in my tongue. it will remain with me forever. i even had nightmares about it.

please someone buy me uncle tobys chocolate chip muesli bars. i wonder what hell looks like.