the past few years, so many stupid things have happened. i've been put in difficult positions and i've acted brainlessly in most of them. i've said things i shouldn't have and people said i said things which i didnt and that really did ruin things in some areas of my life. i highly regret alot of things i did and the people who hate me really need to see that things change and people grow up and eventually forget things that might have happened. but no everyone has to hold grudges against everyone. i don't really care about people hating me but people hating me and telling other people nonsense which is totally not true is just annoying. sigh

hey hello hi how are you.
i went to the backstreet boys concert? you surprised? i like the backstreet boys. i think they rock. ok i have alot to say. i didn't really expect many teenager people who are all EMO and PUNK to be at the backstreet boys gig but boy was i wrong. they were there. and i still don't understand why people are embarrased if they went. i'm sure the emo people were like..dude i was just following my friend. sigh. i went nicole and i totally wanted to go and i had an awesome time. i don't regret going at all.. the dances blew me away. they performed backstreet's back!! so exciting right. and all i have to give. haha. i could go insane.

you know when you like go to town. almost everyone has that stupid hair all over the face hair cut. its so annoying. like take a cloth and wrap it round your face why don't you. whats with that. its like too much. like the baybeats thing. gosh. anyhow, my birthday's over. i didnt really do anything cause of my back. i was like all sick that week. i love the things i got.
i went for that play thing also. it was nice. i saw sherilyn monkey girl there. sherilyn monkey girl didn't say she was going. happy really belated birthday sherilyn.. her birthdays like on the 17th. a day before mine. how exciting huh.
i didnt go to school. i think i'm getting kicked out of guitar. people in guitar ignore beatrice and kelly. they are sad people. they just sit and do nothing. sometimes they talk to leeza bear. i don't think the teacher really likes them. when beatrice doesnt go for guitar, kelly cannot go for guitar cause then kelly would have no friends. kelly knows people in guitar but people in guitar don't talk to kelly during guitar. not during guitar they are fairly sociable. kelly and beatrice really need to go for guitar with their guitars and make friends. thats a challenge.
school has been not very nice. since bel isn't in my class anymore, i sort of leave chunky monkey alone. she has a gang now. i'm scared haha.. i hope nat's there to shout at her if she attacks me, haha i mean she can't possibly not wanna get me back for all the things i did last year. i never failed to disturb whenever i went to school.

guess what i have malay remedial..what a shocker huh..haha ok i was yeah give me the consent form as soon as she mentioned it. i'm the only one in class who knows like nothing so its so annoying to go for malay. cause everyone else knows what she's saying most of the time. i never do. and she asks me if i understand after every sentence. sigh. i wish i could drop malay...

just to answer some stupid asked questions..i do not have a blog because i think its cool. i do not update it cause i want people to think i'm trying to be funny. i have it cause i like to write. thats all. i never asked anyone to read it or anything. i just wanna write stuff down ok. ok bye