nicole's confirmation's over. nicole's birthday's over.
i've been spending the last few days with nicole, michelle, des and bran..its really fun. we spied yesterday. then all our spying was a waste of time because everyone knew about the thing we were spying on so it didnt really make a difference. so then randall came and we played block catching. desmond's genius idea was to not catch the person but find them and take photo's of them. that was fun. today was spent at the shop with nicole, des, charlton and danny. we played jin ramy.randall and brandon and michelle came. we played more jin ramy. i won 2 out of like a million games. sigh..y'know danny could be the funniest person alive. nonstop entertainment. and randall the goldmember leaving his gold all over. we played carems to..which i also lost at.
alot of bad things have been happening lately. not good. and christmas is coming. im not all excited like last year. last year was all yay lets so christmas shopping. this year im not really looking forward to christmas..

looking back..school was not very good this year. i made lots of friend. lost lots of friends. became on worst terms with the friends whom already hated me. i didn't study..maybe abit towards the end. i did badly.so next year whoever wants to start loads of drama please count me out. i think the hardest part of this year was fitting in. everyone was so different and you just say something to the wrong person and whoa..you don't even wanna know. i've realised that i can't trust alot of the people i talk to. whatever i say to them in confidence just finds a way of getting out. that sucked. you just turn around and they stab a knife right into your back.. i haven't talked to any school people for a while now. everyone's really missing school but i wish we never had to go back. i feel so much happier not having to get up early and be with people who don't really like me and talk shit about me but of course everyone lives by hypocrisy now. yay!! the holidays are passing so fast. that makes me so sad. no but the worst thing ever is the first day of school. like in a new school with people you dunno. thats soo not nice. i hate it cause i don't really like making friends. no no..i'm fine with making friends i'm just not the type of person who will be all like hello im kelly please talk to me..do you wanna be my friend..yup thats probably why everyone thought i was some kinda monster on the first day. sigh such ignorant people. just cause i wasnt all smiles and being mary sunshine they assumed i was..erm..i forgot what they said. well people please stop telling me what you thought of me cause it really annoys me and pisses me off. does everyone have to judge everyone? just cause i wasnt to keen on talking doesnt mean i'm out to kill people or i have issues or anything..ok i've said what i wanted to say..i'm happy now!!

one more thing..i cut my hair the way i wanted to cut my hair and nothing anyone says is going to bring back my already cut off hair so please if you have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all thank you very much.

since i lost my phone i haven't really had a phone..and now nicole lent me rachels phone and i forgot where i put my sim card. how exciting.. so don't message me on the number you have cause i'm currently using another number till i find my sim card..nicole's a real pest. she was using that phone for a while and it wasnt very pretty so i painted a picture on the back for her and she never used it again. nicole the picture wasnt really that bad y'know. so well...i get the picture painted on the back of the phone phone.

oh no..i left my disfigured wonka bars at the shop..sigh..my darling parents got me wonka's bars and i leave it there.oh..michelle has a really funny looking elephant siiting in the weirdest position which desmond got her from bangkok..its so retarded hha it looks like its laughing..

and nicole i just want to tell you and on the fateful day of 5th december(ur birthday!!) you escaped the black mamba who was missing. but you have to know that it will come again. uncle metro will be the first victim but you better watch out. when you least expect it..it will come..


hurray!! bye