school's now over. wow no more school. report books were out today. i didn't do that well. its was the usual. the people with a1's go on about how they could have done better and they're not happy. the people who failed mourned about how they could have paid more attention in class but hey i was full of regret too. i mean i used to go home everyday and be like ok today i'll study but then something would distract me and there went becoming a smart person.boohoo i actually felt kindda dissappointed.i dunno why. i didnt think i would've done well but i dunno.
i feel like drawing a picture but whatever i draw doesnt turn out how i want it to be cause i'm not sure how to draw what i want to but i know what i want to draw. it's so frustrating. thinking about it just increases the severity and annoyingness of it and when i put myself in someone else's shoes i do realise how stupid i sound and i don't understand why but now i'm trying my best to not confuse myself.
so i was talking to jill and she was telling me things and i was all i dunno..like not listening?? i feel bad. i guess i'm too busy thinking about the immensity of my stuff and i don't know if that makes me really selfish or am i not selfish? its all so messed up.
my teacher published a compo of mine in that book thingy. i gave it to her like 8 months late. i was irresponsible. irresponsibility is bad. it was weird. it was to like change a movie you like. i did hangman's curse. I dunno if i'm happy. i hope i am.
MTV STOPPED PLAYING MUSIC. yes its terrible. show after show. its erm..wrong. there's like a reason its called mtv. sigh. the shows are nice but there're too many. and why do they keep
playing that james blunt advertisement over and over. i'm sure the whole of asia already knows that he jumped of a 50 foot cliff 2 times ok. i totally dont get why he stips in his video either?? weird.
i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored
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i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored
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the last episode of the last season of buffy was on thursday. it was real good. i think its strange that i don't like shows like charmed with demons and warlocks and vampire's but buffy's my favourite. so weird.im all sad now..but buffy's super nice!!
godpa just left a minute ago. we talked for quite abit. he really kept me entertained and it was not like laughing and happy happy stuff we were like dead serious and i wasnt bored. that was an experience. he's always telling me that i should be a pick pocket cause i have really long fingers. his fingers are like a little more than half of mine. its scary. and buffy's still super nice!!
today!!..erm..oh yes yes there was mass. i was actually really praying and being all spiritual and stuff but the people around me were like so bloody annoying. talking and laughing. they couldnt shut up.later a police man came and was talking about stealing.then they gave prizes. i cant remember for what though. and certificates all. that was boring. then everybody was all excited and screamy cause of a presentation showing cats and dogs. i thought they all looked scary.. sigh. it's such a waste that i'm scared of like alomost every animal. birds, cats, dogs ok i can understand but why the hell am i scared of bunnies and rabbits? are bunnies and rabbits same? i think they're the same cause y'know bugs bunny is in fact a bunny. but i think he's also a rabbit cause rabbits eat carrots. maybe their ears differ? maybe one walks and one crawls? no that dumb. see its all hard.
I PRAY TO GOD TO HELP ME DO SOMETHING USEFUL. i should seriously stop wasting time. i mean i just spend like an hour watching snl skits. i've watched all before. at least 3 times. i just had nothing to do. now i'm wasting time writting things which i'm pretty sure only Beatrice Png reads. haha YAY Beatrice Png.
hahah ok ok yesterday Beatrice Png threw her file on the floor in the hall and the teacher made her say sorry to the file. hahaha it was so funny. hahah Beatrice Png later let out her anger using various vulgarities which didnt make sense. i recall hearing
Fuck Shit Her La- Beatrice Png. don't worry Beatrice Png i'll tteach you next year k.
haha ok i'm going to do something constructive.
bye
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