i am seriously bored. posting again in the same day..sigh.. having nothing to the the whole day really got me thinking. no actually when marilyn came over and was telling me about what her friends thought of me, that really got me thinking. yeah..friends, they come they go but is that how its supposed to be?
i mean i am supposed to hate a few of my friends from olgc but do i hate them or do i just hate the fact that they hate me? do i miss emptying out melissas bag every morning or do i hate her? do i miss that time i played in the rain with amanda or do i hate her? do i miss nicoles bimbotic-ness or do i hate her? how do you really know. is there a way to find out.
walking along the school halls blinking? rolling ur eyes? or just ignoring someone who u used to be good friends with really weird. making news friends and thinkin about the old ones. do i really miss them or do i hate them, the question still remains. the only explaination that comes to mind is change. people change. they grow out of some things and take interest in others. but is change good? sometimes it is, other times it sucks.
well, i'll have to admit though that sometimes i really miss primary skul. i miss walking around like idiots, making as much noise as we possibly can and not caring what everyone thought as long as we were having fun together.
now, i am in a totally different place, none of my pri skul friends in my class and i cant help but think about all the good times in skul and all the bad. now they are just distant memories.
well, whoever hates me from olgc, i dunno what the hell i ever did to you and i really dunno what to say to you so yeah thats it.

but then i never answered my question..am i able to? i dunno.. but for now i guess i'll just keep wondering.
ok nothing else. bye