Freedom

Ronaldo FINALLY leaves. This is pretty great. I'm very happy that Ferguson finally decided to sell him. He is a great player and he did alot for the team but his ego is bigger than the whole of bloody China. I prefer players who aren't cocky(not to mention oily and overtanned). Loyalty is nice too. And he was constantly expressing his desire to leave, he should have been sold last season. But nevermind, now he is gone. This is good enough. I want Ribery. I can't wait for the season to start. Everyone should be like Giggs. But I mean it's cool that he's pursuing what he wanted and all. I don't really care. I was never a fan. Rooney was always my favourite anyway. In terms of looks too.

And I really don't understand why the world is shocked that Ronaldo and Paris Hilton had a fling or whatever. I don't know that much about it. But they are perfect for each other! Famewhores should always stick together. I support this relationship 100%.

I was always pretty disgusted by Paris Hilton though. I mean she has herpes. That gross. And its not just that, I can't imagine why so many people wanna be like her. Its utterly repulsive. I love Nicole Ritchie though(the new version). She tonned down so much after having a child. Now she has her childrens charities and clothing lines. Its pretty cool.

I love celebrities who use their fame for good. Like say Leonardo Dicaprio(MY FAVOURITE). I love what he does to promote awareness of global warming. I wouldn't call him a celebrity but I love Al Gore too.
The Inconvenient Truth and The 11h Hour are such powerful documentaries. The problem is that people watch it and take all the infomation with them. But they DO NOT apply it. This defeats the whole purpose. We are all doomed because we are all big stupid idiots. I hate us. I wish I wasn't human. I'm so ashamed.

This was supposed to be a one paragraph post. sigh. bye!

Re-offender

I have friends. Unfortunately though, I only need a couple of finger(4 maybe?? 3?) to count the number of them who don't have a self induced eating disorders, who aren't trying desperately to have one or who aren't starving themselves and exercising excessively to lose a couple of pounds for no apparent reason. This is probably why I like Melissa more than most people, she doesn't strive to look anoerexic. And even if she did, she wouldn't go around moaning and bitching about it all the time.
Like what is the damn world coming to, everyone just wants to be a clone of what they see on tv which is not only sad but pathetic too. And you wonder why I can't stand most people. They are just a photo copy of each other with slight variations.

(when is skinny jeans going to go out of fashion??, THIS IS NOT ABOUT EMO'S. guys should not wear girl's jeans. THIS IS AGAIN NOT ABOUT EMO'S though I'm really not a big fan)

You guys should all just wear masks to hide your starving faces. Everything else is pretty much the same right. ((Clothes, accesories, nail polish, shoes, walk, talk, cigarette in hand))
People suck. I wanna go back to Thailand. At least people there are nicer and they are not all slaves to the damn media. Go Ladyboys, I love you to death.

It's pretty amazing how much I can read when I'm not being distracted by evil(WWW).
I finished Survivor and I'm halfway through Haunted. I (heart) Chuck Palahniuk.
I would trade 'people' for a thousand Tender Branson's anytime.

See you later innovator.

“Only through destroying myself can I discover the greater power of my spirit.”

So over the past week, I watched Wolverine and Star Trek. I know I'm like weeks behind everyone else. I always watch towards the end. The cinema's are always less packed then. Also I'm quite the procrastinater.

Anyway, I thought Wolverine was quite nice. The first part was awesome!! I just wish they would have made Wolverine more annoying. That's my favourite part of his character. That he trys to be such a smart ass. But overall, it was good.

Star Trek. I loved Star Trek. I'm like a huge huge Star Wars fan but I never really watched Star Trek(the series) May the force be with you, So much cooler than Live long and prosper(however the hand sign is a very nice touch, love it). But anyway, Star Trek was damn nice. I don't know why it never occured to me to watch it, I mean I love Star Wars-like movies, oh well, I least now I know that it's nice. Sylar did an awesome job potraying Spock.

Oh my god, there is this shop in ps, I never EVER go into cause I know I will want to buy everything inside but I went in yesterday. Sigh, I shouldn't have. Now I'm being consumed by the light saber I saw which I really really want. It would cost more than a drum set but after I get that. The light saber will be my next purchase.
But then, If I buy the mini-light saber I would be able to buy more cause the big one is like 600 plus but the little one is just under 200. So I could buy both Obi-wan's and Darth Vaders. Oh and not to the forget the Qui-Gon Jinn figure. Beautiful I tell you. But I can't just have 1 Qui-Gon figure, he must have company. I could get the Mace Windu one and the Yoda one. Oh I have to have 3po and R2. But then it's like all Jedi's and 2 awesome droids. I need the siths too.

FOR THE LAST GODDAMN TIME

Dreadlocks CAN be washed, for the millionth time. And Yes, they can be shampooed too. They are not dirty or unhygenic.
I will kill the next person who asks me.

All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring.

Being perpetually absent from school has finally paid off. I knew that someday somehow,it would.
I spent half my primary school life and my entire secondary school life being mostly absent. Since I was never there, I never attended any talks or courses or workshops(If i knew there were any, I'd casually absent myself) and so I accumulated a very large amount of money in my Edusave(thousands). My absense was so insane that the money I collected covered my Lasalle tuition fees. So I will not be in any kind of dept! Yay!! So thats sorted out. I'm happy. Kinda. I just don't want to be the worst drawer in class.

Worst artist, worst drummer, worst friend, sigh. I'm damn useless la. But look on the bright side, I'm enlightened. I'll be a phoenix. Watch me.
Now apparantly they found cocaine in the Austrian Red Bull aka Kelly's favourite drink in the whole wide world. I'll still drink it. I like it too much. Please don't get bored God, I need more time. Why am I such a control freak?

Oh man, my life is ending. I hate planes. 3 planes rides in 11 days wasn't ideal. I can't sleep in planes because I wake myself up every 10 minutes in case the plane is crashing. I want to look death in the eye and say Hello. I walk unto every plane convinced that its going to crash. I even plan ways to kill myself in case I'm trapped on a deserted island full of hungry snakes which feast on anything that moves. I'll be the buffet. The poison that kills you instantly is my first choice. Its like I'll never be satisfied until I'm in a plane crash.

I don't want my dog to die. My dog will probably only live for about 10years more, thats if he remains healthy. Sigh. The day my dog dies will be the worst day of my life. Unless something worst happens before day.
I hope I've remained remotely entertaining or at least tolerable.

I could really really be the stupidest person in the world sometimes.
So I got into the school I wanted(supposed to be the hard part) but apparantly filling out a form is harder considering that I screwed that part up.
You see, I have 2 addresses so I'm in a constant state of confusion as to which address I should use. So I guess I was overhelmed by I dunno what, excitement, nerves maybe? (or perhaps I am just an idiot) and I wrote half of each address on the particulars section.
So when my acceptances letter was being mailed, it just got sent back to Lasalle because I wrote an address which is non-existent and they couldn't reach me because I was on my great Thailand adventure so my mobile was unreachable and no one ever ever EVER answers my house phone. I got back and received the letter by e-mail on the 20th and it said that I had 4 day(supposed to be 14) to sort out everything, tuition fees and all. Its now the 5th day, I faxed everything back but my tuition fees isn't sorted out so I'm not sure if I even have a place anymore which really sucks cause it was all because I wrote a damn address wrongly.
AH, Such is life.
Oh wait, whats even worst is that I already dropped out of my actual school so I'm currently school-less. Hopefully everything works out fine.

earl earl early

We're at the airport. Its 8.55am. Our flight is at 12.05pm. We've got loads of time to kill so I thought I'd say hello. Hello
Okay then, we'll be in Bangkok in a few hours. See you in a couple of days. Bye

Left

Hello, We're back in Ao Nang for a night. Our flight to Bangkok is tomorrow. We just got here from Phi Phi Island a couple of hours ago and I'm pretty sure that I've got dengue fever. I could be wrong though. Maybe Nicole's hypocondriac/psycho ways have rubbed off on me which is probably why I think everyone here is spiking my food and my drinks. I swear they are. I once was so sure I had cancer but I didn't tell anyone, ever. But I guess that was a false alarm considering that its been a couple of years and I'm still alive and healthy except for the dengue virus that I believe is residing somewhere in me. I guess with lots of water I should be fine. I don't feel sickly. In fact I'm having a great time.
I'm not looking forward to going home cause the first thing I'd have to do is go drop out of Poly and begin praying that I like La Salle. Sigh, Such is life.

I already miss Maya Bay. I love that place so much.
It releases all these euphoric feelings. Much like the feeling I get when I imagine one day having a tenth of Travis Barkers skill.
Coming back to Krabi, I realised that I didn't really like the whole feel of Phi Phi. If I ever go back, it would be to go to Maya Bay. Phi Phi basically was trashy annoying people trying desperately to look hot. They ruin everything.

Anyway, so far I've been having a really great time. Its like this place consumes me so much that I don't even think about home. I don't miss anything or anyone(cept my dog). Part of me doesn't really wanna go home but at the same time I can't wait to get home. I guess I'm not really into every single person on the streets calling out and asking where we're from and all sorts of dumbass questions. I prefer to be left alone.

AND I finished Scar Tissue. Awesome book. I highly recommend it. Especially to Red hot chili peppers fans.

Hello from Phi Phi

I'm still in Phi Phi. I still love it here. I'm begining to develop a really really strong liking for the ocean. We went snorkeling today. The first 20 minutes I wouldnt let go of the ladder of the boat cause everytime I went under I felt like I was hyperventilating and dying. Then the fish scared me but after a while it got really nice so I ventured out haha. I swear the corals and stuff are beautiful. Later we went snorkeling again at Maya Bay(the place the filmed the beach). That is by far, the most beatiful place I've ever been to. 50 metres inside. Lo samah Bay. Nicole almost died there because the waves really crash very hard against the rocks. We also went to Bamboo Island. That was really nice too. The water there was great. Nicole lost here sunglasses there. Then she thought she could find it so she went snorkeling all over lookng for it. Moron. Anyway we went to monkeys bay. That place would have been perfect it there were more shore. Literally 5 feet of shore. Then Viking cave. Which was supercool. We were supposed to head back to Krabi today but we decided to stay in PhiPhi for an extra day. Then Krabi tomorrow morning. Then a bus to our hotel. I'm not sure if we're going to Railay Beach again. I love that place. As long as we make it in time for our Saturday flight to Bangkok. Everythings cool.

I watched the game last night. 2-1. I'm pleased. I want Tevez to stay.
We'll be back in Singapore on Wednesday, so see you then.

hello world. So we're currently at Phi Phi Island. Its pretty nice here. The beach looks just like what they said it would. Green water and White-ish sand. The only bad thing about the beach is that there is only like 10 metres of sand. After that its all hotels and resorts. Which really sucks cause it ruins the whole beach. I prefer Railay beach cause its not so commercial and tourist-ish.
I think we're going to Maya beach today. The place they filmed the Beach(leonardo dicapro movie). Hopefully its more like Railay than Phi Phi. Then maybe long beach tomorrow cause i think its more secluded there.
I really miss my dog. Anyway I'll blog again when we reach Bangkok maybe. OR maybe sooner cause we only get to bangkok on saturday.
Im not looking forward to shopping. I wanna blow all my money on bullshit here. haha and i wanna get the awesome shoes i saw just now. alright bye for now. I hope a tsunami doesnt strike now cause i'll be dead for sure. I also hope my boat doesnt sink or my plane doesnt crash. that would suck

Success!

I'm happy today. I had my La salle interview at 2.30. The paper said it woud take 45 minutes so I was pretty sure I'd make it to imigration on time(4.30) to collect my passport(Thailand Tmr). Turns out, it only started at 3. That was still okay but the lady was so draggy. I decided to present first. Instead of 5, there were 9 of us so by 4.15 we were not even done with presentations and we had group discussions after that.
Halfway through, while the guy next to me was presenting, I fell of the chair, very embarrasing. I was leaning forward and the next thing I knew, I couldn't keep balance,ON A CHAIR!

So anyway I asked her(she is like crazy scary) if I could leave and I explained my problem(this was like even before the presentations were over). She was like you leave, you forfeit your place. I was like what! She totally almost made me cry, turns out she was testing me. Based on my portfolio assesment and my presentation, they had already given me a place. So yeah, it's pretty awesome, I got in. School starts in August.

I hate to leave poly but the La salle course better suits me and my ambitions. I've loved almost every minute of poly but I will not miss the 1 and a half hour travel time!! I will however niss my class mates. Presentations are the best! Especially when we have Q&A after each group is done. Every single day we have almost-fights. I love it,. Tough Love. But I can't say no to a school which offers a path to dream career number 3. I can't stay in poly merely because my classmates and I get along very well. This was very unexpected. I did not expect to like them. Strange cause I rarely like that many people at one go. I usually cant stand most people.

ANYWAY, I'm leaving for Thailand in 1 hour and I haven't started packing. I think I'll go pack now. I better go pack now. I hate packing.

(I told you my face is shaped like a strawberry and I have slight Paris Hilton eyes)

Third week of poly starts tomorrow, I haven't missed a day yet. Going to school regularly is still new to me cause back in SJC, I was constantly m.i.a. I would miss at least 2 days every week. I'm still happy in poly though. I'm still worried about what I'll do if I get into La salle. I'm still looking forward to Ko Phi Phi and BKK. Beach, Shop. But I've never really been the kind who thrives on shopping. I don't mind shopping but I'm more of the hang and talk about nothing kind. It gives my life more meaning. I don't really like crowds either or people.

I've met a couple of really awesome people at poly. There is also the few I don't really like, the few I kinda hate because they did something to annoy me and the general population I dislike for no particular reason. I haven't met anyone whom I would see as a person who is going to be my friend forever. They are all temporary to me as I am to them. I like them a lot but with school out of the equation, I think we're more of people I once knew. But who knows that might change. I did not think I would be friends with Melissa for this long but we're not even in the same school anymore and I still hang out with her a couple of times a week. I can be my obnoxious, selfish, inconsiderate, annoying, dumbass self and its all cool. Thats what I like the most. I don't have to pretend to be indifferent about things I really don't give a shit about.

I've to bring a thermometer to school tomorrow, Swine Flu precautionary measures. I hope I'm not in quarantine everyday like primary school(back when SARS was the it-disease). I constantly tried to explain that my body temperature is always slighty higher but no one believed me and I was stuck in the bloody isolation room all the time. I hated that place.

I leave for Thailand early Saturday morning. I'm going to miss Russ a lot. My parents too. Some of my friends maybe. I hope I don't die there, in fact I hope I don't die tmr or the day after. I've got so much left to do, its like I haven't even started.

Dear God,
Please keep me alive for at least another couple of years, I would really appreciate it.
Thanks,
From your (bad) friend,
Kelly

I'm not Dynamite

I'm damn happy la, I can read Scar Tissue tmr. I've been wanting to read that book since I saw it in Borders.
School is coming along very nice so far. I've been going everyday cause I like it. Lasalle interview the day before I leave for Thailand. Sucks la. I'm damn confused now cause if I get into Lasalle and I hate it there,I would have left a school I like to go to a school I hate. So I'm hoping that if I get in, it doesn't suck cause I really like poly and it would just be a waste. The people in my class are also really nice. Well most of them are.

The real problem now is that everytime I look at my portfolio, I hate it more and more. At first I thought it was really nice but now I think its amatuerish and ugly. I'm supposed to add one black and white piece if I like but half my portfolio is black and white. And apparantly the ones who get in are the type who do digital art(never done it before) and those who draw portraits and figures and the ones who paint. Not really my specialty. So mine is going to be like insanely different. Different is not always good. And the more I draw, the more I get the feeling that I have no natural ability and I think my creativity is the size of a 5cent coin. I really like art but I'm uninspired,lazy and fickle plus there is my recent discovery of no natural ability. Then my colour combination is probably the worst there is. And then there is the problem of me having a limited style and being unable to make any other style look remotely decent(you should see my attempted paintings). Not to mention my inability to make faces look nice and bodies too. I also don't have that gift that some people have. The ability to make their pieces look 3D. Then I don't Iknow if I wanna spend day and night working doing art(if I get in la) cause what if I start hating it. Like how I start hating people when I see them too much. This is all Poly's fault. I wish I hated poly then I would be more excited about my interview. Maybe I wouldn't be second guessing so much. Who knows.

Okay, remember how I said I was damn angry a few days ago. My anger today surpasses both angry days I had. Today! URGH, Michelle happened to be channel surfing and we saw that the Liverpool game is confirmed for the 26 of July. WTF!!!! Seriously, which bloody idiot scheduled it? Whoever did it is the biggest dumbass in the whole bloody world. How can Man Utd and Liverpool play on the same bloody day! When you're a football fan isn't it obvious that you'd want to see any team from the EPL regardless of whether you've a fan or not. 2 teams from the Big Four on the same day. Thats really the stupidest thing I've heard all year. And it makes me so angry because eventhough I'm a Utd fan, I really really wanted to see Liverpool. Nicole, Michelle and I wanted to go for all together but now we can't cause they both are Liverpool fans so they'd obviously want to stay in Singapore. Michelle volunteered to follow me to KL for Utd cause she saw Liverpool the last time thay came but I'll feel bad knowing that the club she's supported for more than 2 decades(wow michelle you are aging) is playing a couple of hours away. This sucks. I hate whoever planned this. Not dislike. HATE. HATE with a fiery passion.

Temporary Dislike

(Warning: People who don't watch football shouldn't read)

So now the fact that Man Utd is out off the FA Cup has really sunk in and more than anything, its just so frustrating. I mean when they won the treble way back, everyone was like, I doubt they'll get a chance to do that again. And now, the opportunity presents itselfs on a golden platter. In fact it was delivered right to Fergusons bloody door and what does he do? He just throws it away. Talk about a big let down. Firstly, he fields a team of kids against a club like Everton, in the Semi Finals. I mean if you want to show the power of the youth go ahead, I think they are amazing , just not in a game of that calibre. If he played the young players throughout the FA Cup matches(like the Carling Cup), then i can understand but no, this was out of nowhere. And what about the fans, the ones who paid 100's of dollars to get to Wembley, when you spend hard earned money on a Man Utd Everton Semi Final match, you expect something great but this was just such a letdown. So dissappointing. And its not like the Champions League is a sure win or anything. I think everysingle fan was hoping for a quintuple victory this season. And you know what, its not even a treble without the FA. For one of the best managers in the world, this was a stupid decision. The stupidest I've seen him make. And its so frustating cause an opportunity like this would probably never present itself again. Had I been there, I would have kicked him. Maybe a flick too. So now, I hope Everton go on to win the FA Cup. I mean, first they kicked Liverpool out, then Man u, then to beat Chelsea would just make their season. Another thing, the week before the match, Ferguson released a statement saying he would not underestimate Everton. He says something like that then he fields an utterly inexperienced team? Thats down right disrespect. Well done Fergie, I still love you but I temporarily dislike you.

Warrrr

I'm beyond angry right now. I've never been this angry in a very long time. And then there is massive dissappointment. Firstly I cannot understand why Ferguson would throw the FA cup away like that. I mean by the way he was sitting it was obvious how little he cared about it. Yes the Champions League and the EPL are more important but look at it this way, our chances of winning the FA cup were considerably higher than the champions league. Arsenal and then Barca(hopefully). Thats not a sure win. Then Ferdinand and Berbatov. One would think that at times like these the senior players would step up but no. Anyway that caused great dissappointment. Didnt anger me, okay maybe a little but you know, such is life. But what got me so insanely angry was a certain stereotypical man utd fan. Wait lets not say that. A certain Ronaldo fan. Texting me the whole game about how utd is nothing without Ronaldo. I mean when a younger team is fielded you're supposed to support them not critisize them the whole game just cause Ronaldo isn't on the squad. At times like these I can honestly say that i understand why everyone thinks utd fans are assholes. They thrive on not supporting their club, but critisizing other clubs and in this case anyone who isnt Ronaldo. I don't hate him but I hope he leaves at the end of the season so people will realise that Man Utd isn't just Ronaldo.
I've been a Man utd fan since as long as I can remember and I really thank god that I'm not of those textbook Man u fans who thrive on trash talking and making big idiots of themselves.

Meow.

So anyway, last week I went from having no Oasis tickets to having 6. Which was pretty good. Some China lady sold me 2 $100 dollar tickets for 96 bucks. haha. I don't know what she was thinking. Thats more than half off. I love her. Anyway, the show was pretty good. The sound was a thousand times better than the last time.
I hung out with Melissa a lot this week. She went for the Oasis soundcheck and left early. Apparantly it sucked and they barely sang. Mostly just intrumental. I did tell her to get tickets. This was so an I told you so moment. Sigh. The people in front of us at the show were real idiots. One girl kept fake singing. haha. I noticed especially during Wonderwall. Who doesn't know the words to Wonderwall? She's probably one of those morons who only know Lyla and think Lyla is the best Oasis song and think every single song is Lyla. haha. Fools. Stand by me is my favorite. Sad song also.
I got a new laptop. Fujitsu, I like it a lot. Its really light. I've got my interview next week. I think my portfolio's quite nice. I've already complete 8. 1 half done. After that 1 more and I'm done. The last one I've to do is probably the hardest. I'm doing a comic book cover and I suck at colour so hopefully that goes smoothly.

I didn't win the damn contest. But I'm very very happy today. Maybe Karma does exist, if so, it's working in my favour. Or maybe it's just that I'm a master manipulator. I'll tell you tmr.

Mr Self Destruct

Tickets came yesterday! Beautiful. I can't wait. Now I've to make sure I don't lose or accidently destroy them.
I haven't heard a local band who is worthy enough to open for NIN. I mean most of them sound the same with slight variations here and there. And 90% percent of their fans are friends or friends friend. Sometimes even friends friends friends. Rarely.
Don't get me wrong, I'm in full support of local bands, I just haven't found one I love. I support them in their quest for success and stuff. I just don't particularly like their music. Anyway, I wish August would come already. NIN NIN NIN NIN NIN. see you there.

I entered a contest yesterday. I've never won a contest before. I hope I win. It would be nice.
I'm going to attract winning by sleeping now cause if I stay awake I'll surely repel the prize by thinking all sorts of bullshit. Wait, I'm not sure I believe in that theory yet. I'll let you know tmr cause thats when I'll know if I won. See you later innovator.